Caio Fern , acrylic on canvas 2012 – psiquismo e ambiente .
how much is the psychism ( does this word exist in English ?) a result of the environment and how much it is able to change the world around?Is it necessary to change the world around or only ourselves internally ? How much our thoughts are a result of the structures we have contact in our life and how much we structure our thoughts based on what we believe and want to ourselves ?
For years I have structured my personality and created life or spiritual targets to reach based on structures I created by myself and others not similar with what I’ve seen or lived, but with improved/improvised references of it .
To be able to ignore the environment around and put something new on this place I must to know very well what it is, be totally aware of its nature and proposals… then I would be able to leave and replace. It is a kind of interior Search and Destroy thing but not with the self destructive meaning… more like a self building.
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the self portrait works below, on top is from 2007,
the second from 2009.
